Wow, half a yr I did not blog le. So amazing wor.
Hmm let recall back this half yr. I started sch. Life been vy busy since sch started. But now holiday. keke. I joined this new family. Pple here is much more better than the ex, but it since like im an office gal there. haiz. i really hate my current job. pple say i don know how to reject tat y alway kana thing i not suppose to do, i reject, they say i push away the job. sian man. haiz. job wise evy where the same.
I started driving more often, but it not Mr Nice Guy car le. I rent from pple de car. started to enjoy driving, it build up my confidence, n driving skill. finally i know how to park my car le. haha.
I know alots of frds recently. there tis guy don know is i over sensitive or wat. I think he have feel for me bah, maybe i over sensitive le. One day i saw his hp wallpaper is the photo we took together. I so shocked. I pretend i did not see. haiz. he a nice guy. but sometimes we juz don hav topic to talk. he totally different person from "him". Compare to him, he abit borin. he don know how to make me laugh, dote me, know wat i thinkin or wants. i know cant compare, but it juz automatic, i think of him. Or is it becoz i don wish to forget him n get into another relationship? I really confuse right now. Evytime i saw his hp, i really scare other saw it, esp our groups of frds. They may tot we together. When he sms me, he keep callin me dear or darling, mushy mushy stuff, now i abit worried. coz here at tis side he do tat to me, and another side, he say he like another gal. haiz. can he stop all these? maybe i think too much.
Yesterday, i put "his" photo as my wallpaper, wanting to have alot of flashback.
All the memory keep flashing back.
Tomorrow have to work again sian. low morale.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Sunday, December 30, 2007
30Dec07
It been ages ever since i blog.
These few mths alot of thing happen to me so did i did alot of things
I changed new job, finally I left that hypocrite family. But mouse left before me.
When she left, I alway join mummy for lunch, alway lunch out, don know consider bad or good. I know alot of gossip haha, but I juz didnt click wit them. But mummy really tell me alot of juicy new keke.
Also I went to watched my favourite Idol concert with Mr Nice guy. A memorial day. Tat day we drive to gelyang wantin to eat dim sum, not no parkin lot. so we changed venue and we lost our way when travelin to lau pa sa. haha. later he called his frd to save us. he had a tirin day drivin here n there, at 1st say take turn drive de, but i scare drive in expressway, so he drive. later he sent me back, when reachin my house downstair, he felt tired, not feelin well, i felt so guilty. Due to my ren xing, he suffer all these endurance. I accompany rest in his car for abt half an hr, then he make his way back. That day i also did drive abit ard my housing estate area. Hehe 1st time drive, he my 1st passenger, keke.
Before I left tat family, I joined in their D&D, this yr Im broke, no money to doll myself up. Luckly I had a great cousin, she lent me alot of stuff, like dress, makeup, bag, teach me how to match and make up.
Later my frd told me there a makeup lesson, she signed le, then her frd put her areoplane, n she jio another frd to take over, but tat frd frd say free de then she will acc her, if not she wont go. Then I gav her my advise say not fair to her frd who put her areoplane to pay for some1 she don know to go. In the end I offer to pay n go. So we went together, i learnt how to makeup in the correct way haha, now then realise i alway use the wrong way to apply my foundation haha.
Then I did a great make up for my D&D keke. Last yr D&D, I got makeup artist, this yr I had to depend on myself le. Hehe thanx to frd lobang, if not i don know wat to do wit my makeup. haha. This yr D&D i didnt win anything.
Maybe is also a blessing, coz last yr I won alot alot of great stuff, like mp3, lcd tv, voucher but I lost him...
1yr le. 1 yr anniversary. 1yr since so long.
that day was on phone wit my cousin, she praise me say i really know how to talk, but i told her i already don know how to talk or react fast anymore. Last time wit him ard we alway talk n talk. Now I can remain silent for 1 day is consider normal for me. Some time i felt i already don know how to speak. When answering qns, there an interval, haha, so ironic.
Hmm 1st time christmas eve go out, I mean celebrate it. Celebrate it with Mr Nice Guy. Haha we went to ktv, we sang christmas song, evy1 walk pass our room peeped in, so ps. We were laughin when singin it. haha. At 1st tot of goin to sentosa, but he not feelin well, yet fu yue. So we went ktv at least not so crowded or under the sun.
The new compy pple really treat me like an office gal, ask me photocpy, fax la. Those who ask me do r senior staff. hate them. Hmm should i change job again?
The manager he vy funny, teach me stuff, keep askin me if i understand, i say I do. He will say u sure u understand? am I so stupid to him? Idiotic.
During this time, My grandmother been admitted to hosiptal, critical condition, she almost passed away, god bless, she alright now. We really hope she can live anot 10-20yrs time, abit too much, she already 92 this yr, but we juz don bear to let her go. Heaven pls don take her away from us, or any1 else in my family. If u do, maybe take away my idiotic sister bah. hahhaha juz jokin.
Hmm, now im a poor student again, evything hav to save save save. That day went movie wit Mr Nice Guy, late movie show. end ard 11pm+, normally i would take cab home. But I chose to take mrt and bus home, hav to save money le. reach hm ard 12pm+ to 1am.
see anything i wan to buy or eat have to think twice. haiz life juz aint smooth for me.
Going end of the yr le, this yr i did not accomplish much thing, except my license.
But i make a good start, be a student hahaha.
Hmm don know when will be next time blog.
Goodbye 2007 and Hello 2007.
Hoping for a good start for 2008.
These few mths alot of thing happen to me so did i did alot of things
I changed new job, finally I left that hypocrite family. But mouse left before me.
When she left, I alway join mummy for lunch, alway lunch out, don know consider bad or good. I know alot of gossip haha, but I juz didnt click wit them. But mummy really tell me alot of juicy new keke.
Also I went to watched my favourite Idol concert with Mr Nice guy. A memorial day. Tat day we drive to gelyang wantin to eat dim sum, not no parkin lot. so we changed venue and we lost our way when travelin to lau pa sa. haha. later he called his frd to save us. he had a tirin day drivin here n there, at 1st say take turn drive de, but i scare drive in expressway, so he drive. later he sent me back, when reachin my house downstair, he felt tired, not feelin well, i felt so guilty. Due to my ren xing, he suffer all these endurance. I accompany rest in his car for abt half an hr, then he make his way back. That day i also did drive abit ard my housing estate area. Hehe 1st time drive, he my 1st passenger, keke.
Before I left tat family, I joined in their D&D, this yr Im broke, no money to doll myself up. Luckly I had a great cousin, she lent me alot of stuff, like dress, makeup, bag, teach me how to match and make up.
Later my frd told me there a makeup lesson, she signed le, then her frd put her areoplane, n she jio another frd to take over, but tat frd frd say free de then she will acc her, if not she wont go. Then I gav her my advise say not fair to her frd who put her areoplane to pay for some1 she don know to go. In the end I offer to pay n go. So we went together, i learnt how to makeup in the correct way haha, now then realise i alway use the wrong way to apply my foundation haha.
Then I did a great make up for my D&D keke. Last yr D&D, I got makeup artist, this yr I had to depend on myself le. Hehe thanx to frd lobang, if not i don know wat to do wit my makeup. haha. This yr D&D i didnt win anything.
Maybe is also a blessing, coz last yr I won alot alot of great stuff, like mp3, lcd tv, voucher but I lost him...
1yr le. 1 yr anniversary. 1yr since so long.
that day was on phone wit my cousin, she praise me say i really know how to talk, but i told her i already don know how to talk or react fast anymore. Last time wit him ard we alway talk n talk. Now I can remain silent for 1 day is consider normal for me. Some time i felt i already don know how to speak. When answering qns, there an interval, haha, so ironic.
Hmm 1st time christmas eve go out, I mean celebrate it. Celebrate it with Mr Nice Guy. Haha we went to ktv, we sang christmas song, evy1 walk pass our room peeped in, so ps. We were laughin when singin it. haha. At 1st tot of goin to sentosa, but he not feelin well, yet fu yue. So we went ktv at least not so crowded or under the sun.
The new compy pple really treat me like an office gal, ask me photocpy, fax la. Those who ask me do r senior staff. hate them. Hmm should i change job again?
The manager he vy funny, teach me stuff, keep askin me if i understand, i say I do. He will say u sure u understand? am I so stupid to him? Idiotic.
During this time, My grandmother been admitted to hosiptal, critical condition, she almost passed away, god bless, she alright now. We really hope she can live anot 10-20yrs time, abit too much, she already 92 this yr, but we juz don bear to let her go. Heaven pls don take her away from us, or any1 else in my family. If u do, maybe take away my idiotic sister bah. hahhaha juz jokin.
Hmm, now im a poor student again, evything hav to save save save. That day went movie wit Mr Nice Guy, late movie show. end ard 11pm+, normally i would take cab home. But I chose to take mrt and bus home, hav to save money le. reach hm ard 12pm+ to 1am.
see anything i wan to buy or eat have to think twice. haiz life juz aint smooth for me.
Going end of the yr le, this yr i did not accomplish much thing, except my license.
But i make a good start, be a student hahaha.
Hmm don know when will be next time blog.
Goodbye 2007 and Hello 2007.
Hoping for a good start for 2008.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
25Aug2007
Hmm what Day? Don know, ahaha
Friday i did not blog coz not at home on fri. Went out wit my cousin to geylang for dinner. We went to eat dim sum, hmm vy nice, we order alot. Then later went to eat durian after tat we went ktv. Sing until they closed, ard 3am. Later we went to eat mac as we don wan take midnight cab, save money, haha. Reach home ard 6am, bath etc, slept ard 7am. I woke up ard 11am, don know y. Later cannot sleep le. Then my frd msg me, ask me later go where, meet wat time. We meet ard 4pm. Before meetin him, i went to sleep again after i had my lunch. haha, then i overslept. Tat y meet him ard 4.45pm. Went for dinner, pool and watch Ratatouille. Funny show, but overall quite normal. Juz reach home not long, ard 12.15am. Hmm, he a quiet guy bah, he seldom talk, or he don feel like talkin to or there no topic click so no talk. So abit sian, Y abit sian neh, is becoz meanwhile im wit my frd, i keep thinkin of him, self entertain. haha. Hmm now im abit hungry le. nothing to eat. At 1st my daddy say he save food for me. Then i reached home no food le, he say he tot i came back vy vy later like yesterday. But i told him juz now mummy called me, i already say on the way back. Mummy alway like tat de, ask le nv tell my dad. Not the 1st time le. Sian sia.
Hmm fri, at office and during lunch i laughing all the way. Lunch one my colleagues do a funny action we laugh non stop, came back from lunch, have a funny conversation with some guys colleagues haha.
1.36am
Friday i did not blog coz not at home on fri. Went out wit my cousin to geylang for dinner. We went to eat dim sum, hmm vy nice, we order alot. Then later went to eat durian after tat we went ktv. Sing until they closed, ard 3am. Later we went to eat mac as we don wan take midnight cab, save money, haha. Reach home ard 6am, bath etc, slept ard 7am. I woke up ard 11am, don know y. Later cannot sleep le. Then my frd msg me, ask me later go where, meet wat time. We meet ard 4pm. Before meetin him, i went to sleep again after i had my lunch. haha, then i overslept. Tat y meet him ard 4.45pm. Went for dinner, pool and watch Ratatouille. Funny show, but overall quite normal. Juz reach home not long, ard 12.15am. Hmm, he a quiet guy bah, he seldom talk, or he don feel like talkin to or there no topic click so no talk. So abit sian, Y abit sian neh, is becoz meanwhile im wit my frd, i keep thinkin of him, self entertain. haha. Hmm now im abit hungry le. nothing to eat. At 1st my daddy say he save food for me. Then i reached home no food le, he say he tot i came back vy vy later like yesterday. But i told him juz now mummy called me, i already say on the way back. Mummy alway like tat de, ask le nv tell my dad. Not the 1st time le. Sian sia.
Hmm fri, at office and during lunch i laughing all the way. Lunch one my colleagues do a funny action we laugh non stop, came back from lunch, have a funny conversation with some guys colleagues haha.
1.36am
Thursday, August 23, 2007
23Aug2007
Sunny Day.
Finally is thursday le, 2morrow will be friday.
2day vy busy also, sometimes really hate "mummy", alway push thing for me to do. I already busy like siao le. Haiz.
Lunch time we tot of goin to eat, waiting for cab, then aunite and her husband offer rides to us. Went to nearby her house there eat. the wanton mee vy nice. Hmm yummy, especially the wanton, so crispy.
Back to office, continue work till off work.
Today tat idiot msg me, i ignore him, he called me. Then finally i reply him say i don know him, hahaha, after a few msg, he tot he msg the wrong person. He wanted me to ans his call and listen to his explaination. But it all his excuses. I don really care any more. Mayb after meeting him, no guys can compare to him. I don really care abt tat idiot, he cant even compare to him, no matter which area, tat idiot sure lose to him de. When I say i wan to watch wat, do wat, he sure acc me de. I really mis him, y must i lost him then realize tat he so good to me. y didnt i cherish him in the first place. Arg help, already over so long, y am i still thinkin of him. Haiz.
2morrow went out dinner wit my daddy, while walkin to the kopitiam, thunder roar, told my dad to packet he don wan. After dinner, it rain heavily. Haiz no umbrella.
When reach home, an 1hr later, my mummy came home le, hate her man. She alway critise my dad say he anyhow throw her things la, eat her things la etc, then she neh, alway take my thing n giv her frd eat without askin me. Last time gave away my lao bing to her frds. Now gav away my vietnam sweet to those aunties. I havent eat yet, my vietnam frd bought for me.
Sian then she went lookin for her stuff, there nag nag nag.
Sian.
11.21pm
Finally is thursday le, 2morrow will be friday.
2day vy busy also, sometimes really hate "mummy", alway push thing for me to do. I already busy like siao le. Haiz.
Lunch time we tot of goin to eat, waiting for cab, then aunite and her husband offer rides to us. Went to nearby her house there eat. the wanton mee vy nice. Hmm yummy, especially the wanton, so crispy.
Back to office, continue work till off work.
Today tat idiot msg me, i ignore him, he called me. Then finally i reply him say i don know him, hahaha, after a few msg, he tot he msg the wrong person. He wanted me to ans his call and listen to his explaination. But it all his excuses. I don really care any more. Mayb after meeting him, no guys can compare to him. I don really care abt tat idiot, he cant even compare to him, no matter which area, tat idiot sure lose to him de. When I say i wan to watch wat, do wat, he sure acc me de. I really mis him, y must i lost him then realize tat he so good to me. y didnt i cherish him in the first place. Arg help, already over so long, y am i still thinkin of him. Haiz.
2morrow went out dinner wit my daddy, while walkin to the kopitiam, thunder roar, told my dad to packet he don wan. After dinner, it rain heavily. Haiz no umbrella.
When reach home, an 1hr later, my mummy came home le, hate her man. She alway critise my dad say he anyhow throw her things la, eat her things la etc, then she neh, alway take my thing n giv her frd eat without askin me. Last time gave away my lao bing to her frds. Now gav away my vietnam sweet to those aunties. I havent eat yet, my vietnam frd bought for me.
Sian then she went lookin for her stuff, there nag nag nag.
Sian.
11.21pm
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
22Aug07
Windy Day
2day went back to office, so tired, keep dozin off.
After lunch, i found out one idiot stole my lollipop. my disney lollipop, im so sad and angry. Tat idiot theif stole befoe my dubai chocolate, now my disney sweets. Idiotic, curse and swear him/her. Tat thief even stole my other colleagues food also. So kian peng kian sia one. Worst i put my sweet in my drawer, tat thief open my drawer and stole it. My colleagues put her sweets on the table. Argg. My colleagues all say y didnt i lock my drawer, i didnt lock doesnt mean he can steal it right?! How i know tat idiot thief so kian peng one. So angry.
Come out with a few plan to take my revenge, teach him a lesson for being greedy.
Hope good one wont kana.
2day after work i went to gym. hmm i saw a digital weighing machine, so wan to know how heavy am i, it show 47++kg, tat weighing machine confirm spoilt le, i not slim sia. So i went to the runnin track there got internal weighing machine, haiz also spoilt le. All show me result are losing weight, i where got lose weigh, in fact, i gain weight le, my tummy so big, round and bouncy haha.
2morow thursday le, how i wish is friday.
I think 2day have to sleep early, yesterday chat wit my frd till 1am, so tired now
11.15pm
2day went back to office, so tired, keep dozin off.
After lunch, i found out one idiot stole my lollipop. my disney lollipop, im so sad and angry. Tat idiot theif stole befoe my dubai chocolate, now my disney sweets. Idiotic, curse and swear him/her. Tat thief even stole my other colleagues food also. So kian peng kian sia one. Worst i put my sweet in my drawer, tat thief open my drawer and stole it. My colleagues put her sweets on the table. Argg. My colleagues all say y didnt i lock my drawer, i didnt lock doesnt mean he can steal it right?! How i know tat idiot thief so kian peng one. So angry.
Come out with a few plan to take my revenge, teach him a lesson for being greedy.
Hope good one wont kana.
2day after work i went to gym. hmm i saw a digital weighing machine, so wan to know how heavy am i, it show 47++kg, tat weighing machine confirm spoilt le, i not slim sia. So i went to the runnin track there got internal weighing machine, haiz also spoilt le. All show me result are losing weight, i where got lose weigh, in fact, i gain weight le, my tummy so big, round and bouncy haha.
2morow thursday le, how i wish is friday.
I think 2day have to sleep early, yesterday chat wit my frd till 1am, so tired now
11.15pm
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
21Aug2007
Sunny Day
2day on leave. Went out wit my vietnam frd. She here wit her husband. We went to birdpark. So long nv been to birdpark le. Hmm i only like the owl session and the show. Other that not really like. Saw waterfall, birdfeeding etc. She bought me some vietnam local sweet. Alot sia, i put in my bag, vy heavy. So tiring when carry my stuff. I keep thinkin of if he ard, he will help me carry de. Y isnt he here. He will also make the whole trip more fun.
Went to the birdpark resturant for lunch, the food there vy ex.
Later we went IMM, shop, there held a car show. I saw my dream car. But vy ex. Mayb i need to change job in order to own one. Haiz. Sad.
After shoppin, ard 4pm, she went back to hotel and I went to take bus home, so long nv take 99 le. Miz the time takin 99.
After reach home, i doze off while watchin tv, later went giant wit my mum buy dinner and groceries. Bought a new shampoo, silkpro, ok lah, 1st time use, not bad. But not sure if it really suit me.
Hmm today vy tired. Time to go sleep le. Tat abit early only 11.12pm.
2morrow had to work again. Hope also a busy day.
Goodnight C, miz ya again.
11.13pm
2day on leave. Went out wit my vietnam frd. She here wit her husband. We went to birdpark. So long nv been to birdpark le. Hmm i only like the owl session and the show. Other that not really like. Saw waterfall, birdfeeding etc. She bought me some vietnam local sweet. Alot sia, i put in my bag, vy heavy. So tiring when carry my stuff. I keep thinkin of if he ard, he will help me carry de. Y isnt he here. He will also make the whole trip more fun.
Went to the birdpark resturant for lunch, the food there vy ex.
Later we went IMM, shop, there held a car show. I saw my dream car. But vy ex. Mayb i need to change job in order to own one. Haiz. Sad.
After shoppin, ard 4pm, she went back to hotel and I went to take bus home, so long nv take 99 le. Miz the time takin 99.
After reach home, i doze off while watchin tv, later went giant wit my mum buy dinner and groceries. Bought a new shampoo, silkpro, ok lah, 1st time use, not bad. But not sure if it really suit me.
Hmm today vy tired. Time to go sleep le. Tat abit early only 11.12pm.
2morrow had to work again. Hope also a busy day.
Goodnight C, miz ya again.
11.13pm
Monday, August 20, 2007
20Aug2007
Cloudy Day
Yesterday msning with Mr Nice Guy. He juz came back from a date wit a plump gal.
I'm so disappointed with him, he say she walk like abit earthquake etc. I tot he wont critrize pple like tis. N he told me, he keep meeting gals out for date so can chose who can be his gf, omg so disappointed wit him. Do he have too much of confidence for himself? otherwise y he have tis type of thinkin of chosing his gf? Hmm beside he a Nice Guy, actually nothing good about him, he speak soft, sound weak, no confidence when talkin, indescive, and too gentlemen, alway let gals make descision, hate guys do tat. Still can say he wan chose gf hahahaha. Piang. Say he no confidence also cannot, say he confidence he dont sound like one. If it him, he sure wont sound weak, alway help me make descision, he know i in dilema he alway help me make up my mind. He a gentlemen, juz nice and almost perfect le. Wonder how is he now. I miz him alot.
2day as usual im busy with my work. busy all the way to lunch. Dont know where to lunch. Walk out of office hopin to find a cab where chances are very low. Saw uncle C car there, he didnt offer us as expected. We so luckly walk out got an empty cab, board the cab. When reach our desination, uncle told us he forget to on meter hahaha. He charge us cheaper. Back to office after lunch keep busy till off work.
2morrow on leave. Haiz im so sian of life here, tot of migrating le. Wanted to go aust, but my sis there, sian. Go hong kong which is same suitation of here. Arggg.
Hmmm where is he, i vy long didnt laugh hearty le.
10.35pm
Yesterday msning with Mr Nice Guy. He juz came back from a date wit a plump gal.
I'm so disappointed with him, he say she walk like abit earthquake etc. I tot he wont critrize pple like tis. N he told me, he keep meeting gals out for date so can chose who can be his gf, omg so disappointed wit him. Do he have too much of confidence for himself? otherwise y he have tis type of thinkin of chosing his gf? Hmm beside he a Nice Guy, actually nothing good about him, he speak soft, sound weak, no confidence when talkin, indescive, and too gentlemen, alway let gals make descision, hate guys do tat. Still can say he wan chose gf hahahaha. Piang. Say he no confidence also cannot, say he confidence he dont sound like one. If it him, he sure wont sound weak, alway help me make descision, he know i in dilema he alway help me make up my mind. He a gentlemen, juz nice and almost perfect le. Wonder how is he now. I miz him alot.
2day as usual im busy with my work. busy all the way to lunch. Dont know where to lunch. Walk out of office hopin to find a cab where chances are very low. Saw uncle C car there, he didnt offer us as expected. We so luckly walk out got an empty cab, board the cab. When reach our desination, uncle told us he forget to on meter hahaha. He charge us cheaper. Back to office after lunch keep busy till off work.
2morrow on leave. Haiz im so sian of life here, tot of migrating le. Wanted to go aust, but my sis there, sian. Go hong kong which is same suitation of here. Arggg.
Hmmm where is he, i vy long didnt laugh hearty le.
10.35pm
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