It been ages ever since i blog.
These few mths alot of thing happen to me so did i did alot of things
I changed new job, finally I left that hypocrite family. But mouse left before me.
When she left, I alway join mummy for lunch, alway lunch out, don know consider bad or good. I know alot of gossip haha, but I juz didnt click wit them. But mummy really tell me alot of juicy new keke.
Also I went to watched my favourite Idol concert with Mr Nice guy. A memorial day. Tat day we drive to gelyang wantin to eat dim sum, not no parkin lot. so we changed venue and we lost our way when travelin to lau pa sa. haha. later he called his frd to save us. he had a tirin day drivin here n there, at 1st say take turn drive de, but i scare drive in expressway, so he drive. later he sent me back, when reachin my house downstair, he felt tired, not feelin well, i felt so guilty. Due to my ren xing, he suffer all these endurance. I accompany rest in his car for abt half an hr, then he make his way back. That day i also did drive abit ard my housing estate area. Hehe 1st time drive, he my 1st passenger, keke.
Before I left tat family, I joined in their D&D, this yr Im broke, no money to doll myself up. Luckly I had a great cousin, she lent me alot of stuff, like dress, makeup, bag, teach me how to match and make up.
Later my frd told me there a makeup lesson, she signed le, then her frd put her areoplane, n she jio another frd to take over, but tat frd frd say free de then she will acc her, if not she wont go. Then I gav her my advise say not fair to her frd who put her areoplane to pay for some1 she don know to go. In the end I offer to pay n go. So we went together, i learnt how to makeup in the correct way haha, now then realise i alway use the wrong way to apply my foundation haha.
Then I did a great make up for my D&D keke. Last yr D&D, I got makeup artist, this yr I had to depend on myself le. Hehe thanx to frd lobang, if not i don know wat to do wit my makeup. haha. This yr D&D i didnt win anything.
Maybe is also a blessing, coz last yr I won alot alot of great stuff, like mp3, lcd tv, voucher but I lost him...
1yr le. 1 yr anniversary. 1yr since so long.
that day was on phone wit my cousin, she praise me say i really know how to talk, but i told her i already don know how to talk or react fast anymore. Last time wit him ard we alway talk n talk. Now I can remain silent for 1 day is consider normal for me. Some time i felt i already don know how to speak. When answering qns, there an interval, haha, so ironic.
Hmm 1st time christmas eve go out, I mean celebrate it. Celebrate it with Mr Nice Guy. Haha we went to ktv, we sang christmas song, evy1 walk pass our room peeped in, so ps. We were laughin when singin it. haha. At 1st tot of goin to sentosa, but he not feelin well, yet fu yue. So we went ktv at least not so crowded or under the sun.
The new compy pple really treat me like an office gal, ask me photocpy, fax la. Those who ask me do r senior staff. hate them. Hmm should i change job again?
The manager he vy funny, teach me stuff, keep askin me if i understand, i say I do. He will say u sure u understand? am I so stupid to him? Idiotic.
During this time, My grandmother been admitted to hosiptal, critical condition, she almost passed away, god bless, she alright now. We really hope she can live anot 10-20yrs time, abit too much, she already 92 this yr, but we juz don bear to let her go. Heaven pls don take her away from us, or any1 else in my family. If u do, maybe take away my idiotic sister bah. hahhaha juz jokin.
Hmm, now im a poor student again, evything hav to save save save. That day went movie wit Mr Nice Guy, late movie show. end ard 11pm+, normally i would take cab home. But I chose to take mrt and bus home, hav to save money le. reach hm ard 12pm+ to 1am.
see anything i wan to buy or eat have to think twice. haiz life juz aint smooth for me.
Going end of the yr le, this yr i did not accomplish much thing, except my license.
But i make a good start, be a student hahaha.
Hmm don know when will be next time blog.
Goodbye 2007 and Hello 2007.
Hoping for a good start for 2008.
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Sunday, August 26, 2007
25Aug2007
Hmm what Day? Don know, ahaha
Friday i did not blog coz not at home on fri. Went out wit my cousin to geylang for dinner. We went to eat dim sum, hmm vy nice, we order alot. Then later went to eat durian after tat we went ktv. Sing until they closed, ard 3am. Later we went to eat mac as we don wan take midnight cab, save money, haha. Reach home ard 6am, bath etc, slept ard 7am. I woke up ard 11am, don know y. Later cannot sleep le. Then my frd msg me, ask me later go where, meet wat time. We meet ard 4pm. Before meetin him, i went to sleep again after i had my lunch. haha, then i overslept. Tat y meet him ard 4.45pm. Went for dinner, pool and watch Ratatouille. Funny show, but overall quite normal. Juz reach home not long, ard 12.15am. Hmm, he a quiet guy bah, he seldom talk, or he don feel like talkin to or there no topic click so no talk. So abit sian, Y abit sian neh, is becoz meanwhile im wit my frd, i keep thinkin of him, self entertain. haha. Hmm now im abit hungry le. nothing to eat. At 1st my daddy say he save food for me. Then i reached home no food le, he say he tot i came back vy vy later like yesterday. But i told him juz now mummy called me, i already say on the way back. Mummy alway like tat de, ask le nv tell my dad. Not the 1st time le. Sian sia.
Hmm fri, at office and during lunch i laughing all the way. Lunch one my colleagues do a funny action we laugh non stop, came back from lunch, have a funny conversation with some guys colleagues haha.
1.36am
Friday i did not blog coz not at home on fri. Went out wit my cousin to geylang for dinner. We went to eat dim sum, hmm vy nice, we order alot. Then later went to eat durian after tat we went ktv. Sing until they closed, ard 3am. Later we went to eat mac as we don wan take midnight cab, save money, haha. Reach home ard 6am, bath etc, slept ard 7am. I woke up ard 11am, don know y. Later cannot sleep le. Then my frd msg me, ask me later go where, meet wat time. We meet ard 4pm. Before meetin him, i went to sleep again after i had my lunch. haha, then i overslept. Tat y meet him ard 4.45pm. Went for dinner, pool and watch Ratatouille. Funny show, but overall quite normal. Juz reach home not long, ard 12.15am. Hmm, he a quiet guy bah, he seldom talk, or he don feel like talkin to or there no topic click so no talk. So abit sian, Y abit sian neh, is becoz meanwhile im wit my frd, i keep thinkin of him, self entertain. haha. Hmm now im abit hungry le. nothing to eat. At 1st my daddy say he save food for me. Then i reached home no food le, he say he tot i came back vy vy later like yesterday. But i told him juz now mummy called me, i already say on the way back. Mummy alway like tat de, ask le nv tell my dad. Not the 1st time le. Sian sia.
Hmm fri, at office and during lunch i laughing all the way. Lunch one my colleagues do a funny action we laugh non stop, came back from lunch, have a funny conversation with some guys colleagues haha.
1.36am
Thursday, August 23, 2007
23Aug2007
Sunny Day.
Finally is thursday le, 2morrow will be friday.
2day vy busy also, sometimes really hate "mummy", alway push thing for me to do. I already busy like siao le. Haiz.
Lunch time we tot of goin to eat, waiting for cab, then aunite and her husband offer rides to us. Went to nearby her house there eat. the wanton mee vy nice. Hmm yummy, especially the wanton, so crispy.
Back to office, continue work till off work.
Today tat idiot msg me, i ignore him, he called me. Then finally i reply him say i don know him, hahaha, after a few msg, he tot he msg the wrong person. He wanted me to ans his call and listen to his explaination. But it all his excuses. I don really care any more. Mayb after meeting him, no guys can compare to him. I don really care abt tat idiot, he cant even compare to him, no matter which area, tat idiot sure lose to him de. When I say i wan to watch wat, do wat, he sure acc me de. I really mis him, y must i lost him then realize tat he so good to me. y didnt i cherish him in the first place. Arg help, already over so long, y am i still thinkin of him. Haiz.
2morrow went out dinner wit my daddy, while walkin to the kopitiam, thunder roar, told my dad to packet he don wan. After dinner, it rain heavily. Haiz no umbrella.
When reach home, an 1hr later, my mummy came home le, hate her man. She alway critise my dad say he anyhow throw her things la, eat her things la etc, then she neh, alway take my thing n giv her frd eat without askin me. Last time gave away my lao bing to her frds. Now gav away my vietnam sweet to those aunties. I havent eat yet, my vietnam frd bought for me.
Sian then she went lookin for her stuff, there nag nag nag.
Sian.
11.21pm
Finally is thursday le, 2morrow will be friday.
2day vy busy also, sometimes really hate "mummy", alway push thing for me to do. I already busy like siao le. Haiz.
Lunch time we tot of goin to eat, waiting for cab, then aunite and her husband offer rides to us. Went to nearby her house there eat. the wanton mee vy nice. Hmm yummy, especially the wanton, so crispy.
Back to office, continue work till off work.
Today tat idiot msg me, i ignore him, he called me. Then finally i reply him say i don know him, hahaha, after a few msg, he tot he msg the wrong person. He wanted me to ans his call and listen to his explaination. But it all his excuses. I don really care any more. Mayb after meeting him, no guys can compare to him. I don really care abt tat idiot, he cant even compare to him, no matter which area, tat idiot sure lose to him de. When I say i wan to watch wat, do wat, he sure acc me de. I really mis him, y must i lost him then realize tat he so good to me. y didnt i cherish him in the first place. Arg help, already over so long, y am i still thinkin of him. Haiz.
2morrow went out dinner wit my daddy, while walkin to the kopitiam, thunder roar, told my dad to packet he don wan. After dinner, it rain heavily. Haiz no umbrella.
When reach home, an 1hr later, my mummy came home le, hate her man. She alway critise my dad say he anyhow throw her things la, eat her things la etc, then she neh, alway take my thing n giv her frd eat without askin me. Last time gave away my lao bing to her frds. Now gav away my vietnam sweet to those aunties. I havent eat yet, my vietnam frd bought for me.
Sian then she went lookin for her stuff, there nag nag nag.
Sian.
11.21pm
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
22Aug07
Windy Day
2day went back to office, so tired, keep dozin off.
After lunch, i found out one idiot stole my lollipop. my disney lollipop, im so sad and angry. Tat idiot theif stole befoe my dubai chocolate, now my disney sweets. Idiotic, curse and swear him/her. Tat thief even stole my other colleagues food also. So kian peng kian sia one. Worst i put my sweet in my drawer, tat thief open my drawer and stole it. My colleagues put her sweets on the table. Argg. My colleagues all say y didnt i lock my drawer, i didnt lock doesnt mean he can steal it right?! How i know tat idiot thief so kian peng one. So angry.
Come out with a few plan to take my revenge, teach him a lesson for being greedy.
Hope good one wont kana.
2day after work i went to gym. hmm i saw a digital weighing machine, so wan to know how heavy am i, it show 47++kg, tat weighing machine confirm spoilt le, i not slim sia. So i went to the runnin track there got internal weighing machine, haiz also spoilt le. All show me result are losing weight, i where got lose weigh, in fact, i gain weight le, my tummy so big, round and bouncy haha.
2morow thursday le, how i wish is friday.
I think 2day have to sleep early, yesterday chat wit my frd till 1am, so tired now
11.15pm
2day went back to office, so tired, keep dozin off.
After lunch, i found out one idiot stole my lollipop. my disney lollipop, im so sad and angry. Tat idiot theif stole befoe my dubai chocolate, now my disney sweets. Idiotic, curse and swear him/her. Tat thief even stole my other colleagues food also. So kian peng kian sia one. Worst i put my sweet in my drawer, tat thief open my drawer and stole it. My colleagues put her sweets on the table. Argg. My colleagues all say y didnt i lock my drawer, i didnt lock doesnt mean he can steal it right?! How i know tat idiot thief so kian peng one. So angry.
Come out with a few plan to take my revenge, teach him a lesson for being greedy.
Hope good one wont kana.
2day after work i went to gym. hmm i saw a digital weighing machine, so wan to know how heavy am i, it show 47++kg, tat weighing machine confirm spoilt le, i not slim sia. So i went to the runnin track there got internal weighing machine, haiz also spoilt le. All show me result are losing weight, i where got lose weigh, in fact, i gain weight le, my tummy so big, round and bouncy haha.
2morow thursday le, how i wish is friday.
I think 2day have to sleep early, yesterday chat wit my frd till 1am, so tired now
11.15pm
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
21Aug2007
Sunny Day
2day on leave. Went out wit my vietnam frd. She here wit her husband. We went to birdpark. So long nv been to birdpark le. Hmm i only like the owl session and the show. Other that not really like. Saw waterfall, birdfeeding etc. She bought me some vietnam local sweet. Alot sia, i put in my bag, vy heavy. So tiring when carry my stuff. I keep thinkin of if he ard, he will help me carry de. Y isnt he here. He will also make the whole trip more fun.
Went to the birdpark resturant for lunch, the food there vy ex.
Later we went IMM, shop, there held a car show. I saw my dream car. But vy ex. Mayb i need to change job in order to own one. Haiz. Sad.
After shoppin, ard 4pm, she went back to hotel and I went to take bus home, so long nv take 99 le. Miz the time takin 99.
After reach home, i doze off while watchin tv, later went giant wit my mum buy dinner and groceries. Bought a new shampoo, silkpro, ok lah, 1st time use, not bad. But not sure if it really suit me.
Hmm today vy tired. Time to go sleep le. Tat abit early only 11.12pm.
2morrow had to work again. Hope also a busy day.
Goodnight C, miz ya again.
11.13pm
2day on leave. Went out wit my vietnam frd. She here wit her husband. We went to birdpark. So long nv been to birdpark le. Hmm i only like the owl session and the show. Other that not really like. Saw waterfall, birdfeeding etc. She bought me some vietnam local sweet. Alot sia, i put in my bag, vy heavy. So tiring when carry my stuff. I keep thinkin of if he ard, he will help me carry de. Y isnt he here. He will also make the whole trip more fun.
Went to the birdpark resturant for lunch, the food there vy ex.
Later we went IMM, shop, there held a car show. I saw my dream car. But vy ex. Mayb i need to change job in order to own one. Haiz. Sad.
After shoppin, ard 4pm, she went back to hotel and I went to take bus home, so long nv take 99 le. Miz the time takin 99.
After reach home, i doze off while watchin tv, later went giant wit my mum buy dinner and groceries. Bought a new shampoo, silkpro, ok lah, 1st time use, not bad. But not sure if it really suit me.
Hmm today vy tired. Time to go sleep le. Tat abit early only 11.12pm.
2morrow had to work again. Hope also a busy day.
Goodnight C, miz ya again.
11.13pm
Monday, August 20, 2007
20Aug2007
Cloudy Day
Yesterday msning with Mr Nice Guy. He juz came back from a date wit a plump gal.
I'm so disappointed with him, he say she walk like abit earthquake etc. I tot he wont critrize pple like tis. N he told me, he keep meeting gals out for date so can chose who can be his gf, omg so disappointed wit him. Do he have too much of confidence for himself? otherwise y he have tis type of thinkin of chosing his gf? Hmm beside he a Nice Guy, actually nothing good about him, he speak soft, sound weak, no confidence when talkin, indescive, and too gentlemen, alway let gals make descision, hate guys do tat. Still can say he wan chose gf hahahaha. Piang. Say he no confidence also cannot, say he confidence he dont sound like one. If it him, he sure wont sound weak, alway help me make descision, he know i in dilema he alway help me make up my mind. He a gentlemen, juz nice and almost perfect le. Wonder how is he now. I miz him alot.
2day as usual im busy with my work. busy all the way to lunch. Dont know where to lunch. Walk out of office hopin to find a cab where chances are very low. Saw uncle C car there, he didnt offer us as expected. We so luckly walk out got an empty cab, board the cab. When reach our desination, uncle told us he forget to on meter hahaha. He charge us cheaper. Back to office after lunch keep busy till off work.
2morrow on leave. Haiz im so sian of life here, tot of migrating le. Wanted to go aust, but my sis there, sian. Go hong kong which is same suitation of here. Arggg.
Hmmm where is he, i vy long didnt laugh hearty le.
10.35pm
Yesterday msning with Mr Nice Guy. He juz came back from a date wit a plump gal.
I'm so disappointed with him, he say she walk like abit earthquake etc. I tot he wont critrize pple like tis. N he told me, he keep meeting gals out for date so can chose who can be his gf, omg so disappointed wit him. Do he have too much of confidence for himself? otherwise y he have tis type of thinkin of chosing his gf? Hmm beside he a Nice Guy, actually nothing good about him, he speak soft, sound weak, no confidence when talkin, indescive, and too gentlemen, alway let gals make descision, hate guys do tat. Still can say he wan chose gf hahahaha. Piang. Say he no confidence also cannot, say he confidence he dont sound like one. If it him, he sure wont sound weak, alway help me make descision, he know i in dilema he alway help me make up my mind. He a gentlemen, juz nice and almost perfect le. Wonder how is he now. I miz him alot.
2day as usual im busy with my work. busy all the way to lunch. Dont know where to lunch. Walk out of office hopin to find a cab where chances are very low. Saw uncle C car there, he didnt offer us as expected. We so luckly walk out got an empty cab, board the cab. When reach our desination, uncle told us he forget to on meter hahaha. He charge us cheaper. Back to office after lunch keep busy till off work.
2morrow on leave. Haiz im so sian of life here, tot of migrating le. Wanted to go aust, but my sis there, sian. Go hong kong which is same suitation of here. Arggg.
Hmmm where is he, i vy long didnt laugh hearty le.
10.35pm
Sunday, August 19, 2007
19Aug07
Rainy Day
Hmm today is chinese de 7 yue 7 ri. Chinese valentime day. It rain the whole day and i slack the whole wkend at home as usual. I rent a new hong kong drama show, called best bet. Hmm quite nice, about gambling, finish watching during the wkend.
The gal is the same gal act as tang zai xin in heart of greed. Evy time saw her will remind me of heart of greed, similar suitation as wat I had faced before. and alway remind me of him. Haix.
Best bet vy funny, comedy show. but tat gal acting no change de, so shi bang. Or is it all her character she act has the same charactise? otherwise y alway see her act no difference as previous show.
Few day no blog le. This week, mon - fri i busy like siao, quite happy as least i got alot of things to do. Wed i think, auntie wan to matchmake me with one of my colleagues, she told me his a nice guy although he abit crazy. I there qns mark and diao. Coz i saw the bad images of that guy alot of time, he like a pervert, how cum auntie still say he nice. Does she know wat is call nice? In my heart only him he the nicest guy i ever met. As for tat colleagues, to me he is a pervert. He IM one my colleagues say he watching her, her dressing today vy pretty etc etc, another time he alway stand vy close or find oppurnity to get close to jac, there was once i even saved her from his clamp. Then once jac at w/h store room there, he even close the door when he enter knowin she inside, luckly uncle was there.
Actually in office there 2 guys i think still have good impression, they not married but don know if they hav gf or not, but i think have le bah. But evytime i wan to know a guy or talk to any guy alway will think of him. If the guy do someting wrong or say thing wrong, in my heart i surely think if it him, he wont do tat or say tat de.
Friday i was damn busy, run here n there like crazy gal. Then in the mornin i think before lunch ba, i went to warehouse to find my w/h staff for help. I heard an awful voice singing, so loud n noisy, talkin to my colleagues hav to shout. Then i ask my colleagues who tat hell singin. He say is the pervert lor. Diaoz.
That time i already in the office when askin, can u imagine i in the office i can heard his sound. Then my colleagues point to me he there action. Sing and poste.
Few hrs later, mummy told me tat pervert father had passed away in an accident. Gosh, few hrs ago he there actin, happily singin, few hrs later, seem like his life had changed so unexpected. Ren sheng nan liao.
Friday i almost mis my transport. Last minute customer ask me to send them a report but i goin off work. I say cannot, they insist they wan today. I hack care and leave my office, saw my transport leavin, then uncle stop for me and another malay colleagues. Then in the bus i think, i abit irresponsible, I shouldnt hack care, felt so gulity, i quickly called the report company to help me, luckily i stm but i still remember the no. keke. then i called the company, the PIC willing to help me in the end, he say he OT to rush out. Really thank him alot. I immed email my customer told them we email them shortly for the report, phew.
Seem like tis week evy1 vy busy, no dates. When i hav money no dastes, no money so many dates. y like tat. Rot again in my home, but enjoy hahaha.
Hmm today is chinese de 7 yue 7 ri. Chinese valentime day. It rain the whole day and i slack the whole wkend at home as usual. I rent a new hong kong drama show, called best bet. Hmm quite nice, about gambling, finish watching during the wkend.
The gal is the same gal act as tang zai xin in heart of greed. Evy time saw her will remind me of heart of greed, similar suitation as wat I had faced before. and alway remind me of him. Haix.
Best bet vy funny, comedy show. but tat gal acting no change de, so shi bang. Or is it all her character she act has the same charactise? otherwise y alway see her act no difference as previous show.
Few day no blog le. This week, mon - fri i busy like siao, quite happy as least i got alot of things to do. Wed i think, auntie wan to matchmake me with one of my colleagues, she told me his a nice guy although he abit crazy. I there qns mark and diao. Coz i saw the bad images of that guy alot of time, he like a pervert, how cum auntie still say he nice. Does she know wat is call nice? In my heart only him he the nicest guy i ever met. As for tat colleagues, to me he is a pervert. He IM one my colleagues say he watching her, her dressing today vy pretty etc etc, another time he alway stand vy close or find oppurnity to get close to jac, there was once i even saved her from his clamp. Then once jac at w/h store room there, he even close the door when he enter knowin she inside, luckly uncle was there.
Actually in office there 2 guys i think still have good impression, they not married but don know if they hav gf or not, but i think have le bah. But evytime i wan to know a guy or talk to any guy alway will think of him. If the guy do someting wrong or say thing wrong, in my heart i surely think if it him, he wont do tat or say tat de.
Friday i was damn busy, run here n there like crazy gal. Then in the mornin i think before lunch ba, i went to warehouse to find my w/h staff for help. I heard an awful voice singing, so loud n noisy, talkin to my colleagues hav to shout. Then i ask my colleagues who tat hell singin. He say is the pervert lor. Diaoz.
That time i already in the office when askin, can u imagine i in the office i can heard his sound. Then my colleagues point to me he there action. Sing and poste.
Few hrs later, mummy told me tat pervert father had passed away in an accident. Gosh, few hrs ago he there actin, happily singin, few hrs later, seem like his life had changed so unexpected. Ren sheng nan liao.
Friday i almost mis my transport. Last minute customer ask me to send them a report but i goin off work. I say cannot, they insist they wan today. I hack care and leave my office, saw my transport leavin, then uncle stop for me and another malay colleagues. Then in the bus i think, i abit irresponsible, I shouldnt hack care, felt so gulity, i quickly called the report company to help me, luckily i stm but i still remember the no. keke. then i called the company, the PIC willing to help me in the end, he say he OT to rush out. Really thank him alot. I immed email my customer told them we email them shortly for the report, phew.
Seem like tis week evy1 vy busy, no dates. When i hav money no dastes, no money so many dates. y like tat. Rot again in my home, but enjoy hahaha.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
14Aug07
Sunny Day
Sunday forget to blog, anyway sunday whole day slack at home.
Yesterday my internet connection got problem. cant blog.
Let recall what happen yesterday.
Yesterday, monday blue, keep dozing off, doze off at meetin, doze off at job.
But yesterday rush out a shipment, in the end on whole, haiz felt so ps, coz my w/h colleagues rushed out evything by end of day, in the on whole. Sian.
Then yesterday, i was smsing with some of my guys frds. Sunday night msnin with the same guys frds. Suddenly felt like im flirtin, if he know how will he think, will he feel jealous? or feelt nthing? Then yesterday one of my guy frd promise to watch harry potter wit me. So we set a time, he say he reach jp ard 6.45pm.
So after work i went home and change 1st, ard 6.20pm i was about to leave home, i sms him ask him wat time he will reached, he say "i tot i told u le, 6.45pm" then i say ok lor, tot he reached earlier. When i reach jp ard 6.45pm, i call him ask him where is he, i go buy tix or wat. Wah he say he juz leave his office. I dare so diaoz, thinkin, kaoz, i sms u, u should tell me u at office, unable to go, cant make it mah, y must i reach le then tell me, what he tryin to do. tryin to be funny?!!! So angry n pissed off wit him. I ask him go watch 2morrow he say not free le. Totally boycott him forever le. Don bother listen his call, reply his sms le. HATE HIM!!!!! Where got such guys found in this world. F*** up!!
Then i sms Mr Nice Guy, ask him 2morrow he free or not, can acc me watch harry potter? To my suprise, he say yes. He already watched tat show before le. Some more he lived in serangoon, all the way after work, his office at paya lebar, he come all the way to jp acc me watch. So nice of him. As for that idiot he live in jurong also.
Mr Nice Guy leg got problem de, he cant sit or stand too long, coz leg will be vy painful, when he say he come to jp, i felt so bad, don know his leg can take it or not. Worried for him for the journey. Finally today i got to watch harry potter. Hmm exciting but the feelin not as good as part 1. Coz harry potter part 1 still a kid, something new n fresh at tat time, now gettin more n more no feel le. But since watch 1,2,3,4, must as well watch evything.
The show end ard 9pm. after tat we went home, coz his house vy far, don wan ask him go walk walk le.
11.25pm
Sunday forget to blog, anyway sunday whole day slack at home.
Yesterday my internet connection got problem. cant blog.
Let recall what happen yesterday.
Yesterday, monday blue, keep dozing off, doze off at meetin, doze off at job.
But yesterday rush out a shipment, in the end on whole, haiz felt so ps, coz my w/h colleagues rushed out evything by end of day, in the on whole. Sian.
Then yesterday, i was smsing with some of my guys frds. Sunday night msnin with the same guys frds. Suddenly felt like im flirtin, if he know how will he think, will he feel jealous? or feelt nthing? Then yesterday one of my guy frd promise to watch harry potter wit me. So we set a time, he say he reach jp ard 6.45pm.
So after work i went home and change 1st, ard 6.20pm i was about to leave home, i sms him ask him wat time he will reached, he say "i tot i told u le, 6.45pm" then i say ok lor, tot he reached earlier. When i reach jp ard 6.45pm, i call him ask him where is he, i go buy tix or wat. Wah he say he juz leave his office. I dare so diaoz, thinkin, kaoz, i sms u, u should tell me u at office, unable to go, cant make it mah, y must i reach le then tell me, what he tryin to do. tryin to be funny?!!! So angry n pissed off wit him. I ask him go watch 2morrow he say not free le. Totally boycott him forever le. Don bother listen his call, reply his sms le. HATE HIM!!!!! Where got such guys found in this world. F*** up!!
Then i sms Mr Nice Guy, ask him 2morrow he free or not, can acc me watch harry potter? To my suprise, he say yes. He already watched tat show before le. Some more he lived in serangoon, all the way after work, his office at paya lebar, he come all the way to jp acc me watch. So nice of him. As for that idiot he live in jurong also.
Mr Nice Guy leg got problem de, he cant sit or stand too long, coz leg will be vy painful, when he say he come to jp, i felt so bad, don know his leg can take it or not. Worried for him for the journey. Finally today i got to watch harry potter. Hmm exciting but the feelin not as good as part 1. Coz harry potter part 1 still a kid, something new n fresh at tat time, now gettin more n more no feel le. But since watch 1,2,3,4, must as well watch evything.
The show end ard 9pm. after tat we went home, coz his house vy far, don wan ask him go walk walk le.
11.25pm
Sunday, August 12, 2007
11Aug07
Sunny Day
2day whole day watch vcd. rewatch a taiwan serial show. stay at home whole day. i think i love in fall with slackin le. juz love slackin ard in my home
juz online, a few pple add me in frdster, one is a married man and another don know who lai de, a short guy. Nvm juz add them.
Then i went to one of my frd frdster, he has gf le. don know y sudden felt disappointed and a bit sad. any way congrats to him.
suddenly i feel like callin him, tellin wat had happen ard me, he sure hav a way to me laugh. i miz the laughter we had, i miz the way he joke wit me, make me laugh, i miz his voice, i miz him. now i couldnt get to sleep, if he still here, he sure acc me talk till i tired de. hmm i really miz him so much. so much till i cant even believe myself. wonder has he sleep already or he chatting wit her? wonder will he miz me or not, or there nothing worth for him to miz.
if i call him, will he ans? maybe bah. but i believe feelin already not there de bah, both of us will be like stranger de bah.
felt like goin out 2morrow, if before i told him tis, he sure will be vy euthansic de, ask me where do i wan to go, do wat, he start plannin de, even i nv say i wan go out with him keke. sometimes think he like a kid, vy cute, sometime think he vy childish. keke.
Suddenly heart feel so down.
I miz him.
01.15am 12aug07
2day whole day watch vcd. rewatch a taiwan serial show. stay at home whole day. i think i love in fall with slackin le. juz love slackin ard in my home
juz online, a few pple add me in frdster, one is a married man and another don know who lai de, a short guy. Nvm juz add them.
Then i went to one of my frd frdster, he has gf le. don know y sudden felt disappointed and a bit sad. any way congrats to him.
suddenly i feel like callin him, tellin wat had happen ard me, he sure hav a way to me laugh. i miz the laughter we had, i miz the way he joke wit me, make me laugh, i miz his voice, i miz him. now i couldnt get to sleep, if he still here, he sure acc me talk till i tired de. hmm i really miz him so much. so much till i cant even believe myself. wonder has he sleep already or he chatting wit her? wonder will he miz me or not, or there nothing worth for him to miz.
if i call him, will he ans? maybe bah. but i believe feelin already not there de bah, both of us will be like stranger de bah.
felt like goin out 2morrow, if before i told him tis, he sure will be vy euthansic de, ask me where do i wan to go, do wat, he start plannin de, even i nv say i wan go out with him keke. sometimes think he like a kid, vy cute, sometime think he vy childish. keke.
Suddenly heart feel so down.
I miz him.
01.15am 12aug07
Friday, August 10, 2007
10Aug07
Cloudy day
Today quite busy. got a shipment to rush, and busy doin the birthday powerpoint.
lunch time auntie jio us for lunch, hmm miracle sia.
auntie keep hintin me the present i got is vy ex. haiz
nothing much happen as usual.
now i go watch youtube le.
11.07pm
Today quite busy. got a shipment to rush, and busy doin the birthday powerpoint.
lunch time auntie jio us for lunch, hmm miracle sia.
auntie keep hintin me the present i got is vy ex. haiz
nothing much happen as usual.
now i go watch youtube le.
11.07pm
Thursday, August 9, 2007
09Aug07
Sunny Day
No mood to go out. Got a few dates to watch movie, but i wan watch harry potter where all already watch. So i don feel like watchin other movie.
Stay at hm the whole day. Woke up ard 1pm, slack ard. Play games, i finally complete the findin game le.
Juz finish watching tv, ch u showin one funny serial show, shui hu wu jian dao. So funny, so lame sia.
nthing much happen 2day.
Last night, I dreamt of him, i dreamt we went holiday together. Hmm so happy, how i wish it real, and how i wish we still frds, haiz.
After so long, finally dreamt of him le, previously is it i nv miz him so much? hmm cant be, i alway miz him, he alway in my mind.
2morrow work one day, then wkend le. goin slack at hm again, no $$ to go out.
I miz him again?
11.10pm
No mood to go out. Got a few dates to watch movie, but i wan watch harry potter where all already watch. So i don feel like watchin other movie.
Stay at hm the whole day. Woke up ard 1pm, slack ard. Play games, i finally complete the findin game le.
Juz finish watching tv, ch u showin one funny serial show, shui hu wu jian dao. So funny, so lame sia.
nthing much happen 2day.
Last night, I dreamt of him, i dreamt we went holiday together. Hmm so happy, how i wish it real, and how i wish we still frds, haiz.
After so long, finally dreamt of him le, previously is it i nv miz him so much? hmm cant be, i alway miz him, he alway in my mind.
2morrow work one day, then wkend le. goin slack at hm again, no $$ to go out.
I miz him again?
11.10pm
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
080807
Sunny Day, Busy day.
2morrow is national day, 2day our dept want to wear singapore flag colour. I wear white spagetti and red jacket. Other either wear red or white t-shirt. Sian only me so guai.
2day I super busy. early in the morning, meeting from 7.30am to abt 8.30am, after that rush to warehouse check stuff, then prepare the birthday celebration for aug babies. Only one person birthday on Aug, uncle C. His bd at national day. So we celebrate today. Busy prepare the celebration after comin back from warehouse. When I came back from warehouse, my frd told me today lunch go sakura, uncle C, aunties they all jio us, so we go lor.
After celebration, meeting again. Meet from 10.30am to 11.35am. Then lunch time, we all went sakura had our lunch, at first uncle C say he treat de, but me n auntie object, coz unfair for him, we go on dutch.
After lunch, we came back office, then auntie told me this lunch was jio b mummy frd, she one of the sour grapes, who don wan chip in for the bd celebration. don know y she organise lunch. Hmm we came out a few possiblities, 1st is she tot free de, my boss will pay, coz last month i organise free de, i also nv accepted free, coz i go jio boss for lunch for the bd celebration, he say he not free, then he say expense off. All of us so happy, haha free lunch. So she tot she organise also free de, who know not free, haha serve her right. She the 1st one complaint expensive to go sakura for lunch, tat time she don know boss payng, she keep givin excuse like mummy don like lah etc. Sian.
2nd possibilities is coz she nv chip in, she get scare we outcast her for lunch, n she no lunch kaki, so organise, so no excuse to left her out. But this possibilities vy low, coz mummy also jio her for lunch de, where we all don welcome her at all.
3rd possiblities is she also wan chip in, but too late le, so she organise one lunch celebration as a bu shang.
But 1st possiblities are higher.
Then i told auntie i wan go collect money from her, haha i wan see her shock expression, "huh need to pay one huh? Tot free one?!" haha. But too bad she nv say. lol. She juz say later pass the money to me, at 1st say to uncle C, mayb if uncle C, she there peh deh, no need to pay. In the end she pay the money to us.
During the morning celebration, I was quite shock, coz hor uncle L say something. This celebration mummy frd and witch did not chip in, when celebration, witch did not join, mummy frd join. hmm in one way, witch much more auto, mummy frd thick skinned haha. then when givin cake, we tot of givin one to witch, but uncle L say "don care abt her, y bother to give her, i say no, don wan giv her!" Woww cool, salute to uncle L.
Today time flies vy fast, busy do things after lunch, whole mornin, not in my desk, whole afternoon busy also not really sit in my place. Hmm I like the feeling of today, whole day so busy n my brain is functioning. Good. hope evyday also so busy and brain functioning like today haha, so fun n busy, run here n there, prepare tis n tat. keke.
Wan to go out watch harry potter 5 2day, but all my frds watched already. Sian, so go hm n rot.
He back from cruise, wan to meet me to pass me $$. He really a Mr Nice Guy.
Juz dl a game, trail de, abt finding the items in a messy picture, quite fun currently. Later will continue play again, after msning with my frds.
Did i miz up any happening things happen today? Hope not.
Good night n sweet dreams.
I miz him again.
11.25pm
2morrow is national day, 2day our dept want to wear singapore flag colour. I wear white spagetti and red jacket. Other either wear red or white t-shirt. Sian only me so guai.
2day I super busy. early in the morning, meeting from 7.30am to abt 8.30am, after that rush to warehouse check stuff, then prepare the birthday celebration for aug babies. Only one person birthday on Aug, uncle C. His bd at national day. So we celebrate today. Busy prepare the celebration after comin back from warehouse. When I came back from warehouse, my frd told me today lunch go sakura, uncle C, aunties they all jio us, so we go lor.
After celebration, meeting again. Meet from 10.30am to 11.35am. Then lunch time, we all went sakura had our lunch, at first uncle C say he treat de, but me n auntie object, coz unfair for him, we go on dutch.
After lunch, we came back office, then auntie told me this lunch was jio b mummy frd, she one of the sour grapes, who don wan chip in for the bd celebration. don know y she organise lunch. Hmm we came out a few possiblities, 1st is she tot free de, my boss will pay, coz last month i organise free de, i also nv accepted free, coz i go jio boss for lunch for the bd celebration, he say he not free, then he say expense off. All of us so happy, haha free lunch. So she tot she organise also free de, who know not free, haha serve her right. She the 1st one complaint expensive to go sakura for lunch, tat time she don know boss payng, she keep givin excuse like mummy don like lah etc. Sian.
2nd possibilities is coz she nv chip in, she get scare we outcast her for lunch, n she no lunch kaki, so organise, so no excuse to left her out. But this possibilities vy low, coz mummy also jio her for lunch de, where we all don welcome her at all.
3rd possiblities is she also wan chip in, but too late le, so she organise one lunch celebration as a bu shang.
But 1st possiblities are higher.
Then i told auntie i wan go collect money from her, haha i wan see her shock expression, "huh need to pay one huh? Tot free one?!" haha. But too bad she nv say. lol. She juz say later pass the money to me, at 1st say to uncle C, mayb if uncle C, she there peh deh, no need to pay. In the end she pay the money to us.
During the morning celebration, I was quite shock, coz hor uncle L say something. This celebration mummy frd and witch did not chip in, when celebration, witch did not join, mummy frd join. hmm in one way, witch much more auto, mummy frd thick skinned haha. then when givin cake, we tot of givin one to witch, but uncle L say "don care abt her, y bother to give her, i say no, don wan giv her!" Woww cool, salute to uncle L.
Today time flies vy fast, busy do things after lunch, whole mornin, not in my desk, whole afternoon busy also not really sit in my place. Hmm I like the feeling of today, whole day so busy n my brain is functioning. Good. hope evyday also so busy and brain functioning like today haha, so fun n busy, run here n there, prepare tis n tat. keke.
Wan to go out watch harry potter 5 2day, but all my frds watched already. Sian, so go hm n rot.
He back from cruise, wan to meet me to pass me $$. He really a Mr Nice Guy.
Juz dl a game, trail de, abt finding the items in a messy picture, quite fun currently. Later will continue play again, after msning with my frds.
Did i miz up any happening things happen today? Hope not.
Good night n sweet dreams.
I miz him again.
11.25pm
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
07Aug07
Sunny Day
Sunny day moody mood. No good lobang for my new plan.
2day auntie and mummy discuss abt the celebration for 2morrow. Auntie ask me go buy present n cakes. I already rejected her, as buyin cake, i don mind buyin but present, i don even know wat to get for the birthday person. I don know him much, don know wat he like or wan. He so close to auntie, she should know better.
we calcualted the money from our colleagues, total abt 130bucks, in the end auntie say don wan buy present. she must be siao le, don wan present wat for collect money. She say use the money n buy food, but we celebrating in the morning, early in the morning where to get puff n pastry. Mummy suggest buy today, but i say not good idea, puff n pastry cant put overnight. auntie say i keep insist wantin buy present. But birthday no present, vy funny, + collected so much money n getting a proper present?! In the end she say buy keuh, i say wat birthday cake n 100+bucks kueh? Eat till die is it? haha. Then she say she go buy kueh, then later say she scare she overslept la, or late la, or don know wat to buy la, excuses. Ask her buy things, complaint here and there. Then she seem like wan to be the leader of this monthly celebration but she don wan take the lead. Ask me do the start then she do evything. Haiz, she really know how to make use of people. In the end, i had to buy cake n present. Haiz, i not drivin, buy cakes n bring to office, so troublesome, she driving, don wan to buy. haiz. Sian.
Why am i alway being make use by people n cant reject? All the way to JE buy present n cake and back to JW. Squeeze in the crowded bus to neighbourhood shoppin centre to get wrapping paper, sian, JE so big, no shop sell wrapping paper.
Worst the bus is single deck bus, and hor, the back of the bus, must be have ghost de, behind so empty no1 wan to move in all squeeze infront of the bus. and I the last one get on, stand on the step. Wah lau, all educated people don know wat courtesy, cant they move in? Behind got ghost or man eater plant or animal, go behind, will die is it. Poor me, sweating, protecting the cake, balancing my fat body on the step and no1 wan to move in.
I bought 2 tix for sammi, the most expensive one, my frd havent pay me back yet. sms him no reply, he say he goin cruise this week, but cruise is on wed or fri depart, 2day is tuesday, why no reply? funny..
I'm broke le.
That all for today, shall be continue......
11.16pm
Sunny day moody mood. No good lobang for my new plan.
2day auntie and mummy discuss abt the celebration for 2morrow. Auntie ask me go buy present n cakes. I already rejected her, as buyin cake, i don mind buyin but present, i don even know wat to get for the birthday person. I don know him much, don know wat he like or wan. He so close to auntie, she should know better.
we calcualted the money from our colleagues, total abt 130bucks, in the end auntie say don wan buy present. she must be siao le, don wan present wat for collect money. She say use the money n buy food, but we celebrating in the morning, early in the morning where to get puff n pastry. Mummy suggest buy today, but i say not good idea, puff n pastry cant put overnight. auntie say i keep insist wantin buy present. But birthday no present, vy funny, + collected so much money n getting a proper present?! In the end she say buy keuh, i say wat birthday cake n 100+bucks kueh? Eat till die is it? haha. Then she say she go buy kueh, then later say she scare she overslept la, or late la, or don know wat to buy la, excuses. Ask her buy things, complaint here and there. Then she seem like wan to be the leader of this monthly celebration but she don wan take the lead. Ask me do the start then she do evything. Haiz, she really know how to make use of people. In the end, i had to buy cake n present. Haiz, i not drivin, buy cakes n bring to office, so troublesome, she driving, don wan to buy. haiz. Sian.
Why am i alway being make use by people n cant reject? All the way to JE buy present n cake and back to JW. Squeeze in the crowded bus to neighbourhood shoppin centre to get wrapping paper, sian, JE so big, no shop sell wrapping paper.
Worst the bus is single deck bus, and hor, the back of the bus, must be have ghost de, behind so empty no1 wan to move in all squeeze infront of the bus. and I the last one get on, stand on the step. Wah lau, all educated people don know wat courtesy, cant they move in? Behind got ghost or man eater plant or animal, go behind, will die is it. Poor me, sweating, protecting the cake, balancing my fat body on the step and no1 wan to move in.
I bought 2 tix for sammi, the most expensive one, my frd havent pay me back yet. sms him no reply, he say he goin cruise this week, but cruise is on wed or fri depart, 2day is tuesday, why no reply? funny..
I'm broke le.
That all for today, shall be continue......
11.16pm
Monday, August 6, 2007
06Aug07
Boring Monday. No rain, humid.
Should I start my header like the guy and the gal in the show alway did? The guy will alway say mei you chang zai xin de ri zi di xxx tian. The gal will write, mei you Alfred zai de ri zhi, di xxx tian.
If I follow I think I will say, mei you ni zai de ri zi, di 284 nian. It seems like years time pass so slow yet so fast. We seem like only yesterday juz on the phone, but now already 284 days later.
As usual woke up in the morning, went to work. So sian, don feel like goin to work.
Reach the waiting point for my bus, haiz greet one of my colleagues as usual. She vy quiet gal bah, no topic to talk to her, wait for bus together for abt 7mths+ le, we seldom talk.
Reached office, clear emails, attend meeting, clear my delay jobs. sian arg.
Was on msn with my colleagues durin office hours, discussing whether should we leave or not, come to a conclusion, we leavin the comy this yr bah, hoepfully. Cant stand it any more le. pple here so fake and the procedure here so messy.
Maybe busy clearing my stuff, n also msning, time flies vy fast. One of colleagues, she an admin, came over to my desk ask me if we wan to organise a celebration for this month birthday colleagues. I had mention this to her last mth, after celebration of my supervisor birthday, i told her we should have more this type of celebration, we all agreed. Not long, swag tongues started, haiz, say tis type of celebration not good la, haiz sour grapes, coz no1 celebrate their bd which juz over. Not long, my sup ask me plan a ktv gathering, haiz i went ard ask pple free to go, which date free etc. haiz kana said by another manager in front of our rival department, say i vy free is it, nthing to do is it, can juz send an email out, no need keep walkin ard. Felt so hurt, sincerity ask pple yet kana say by him. Told myself not to kpo of all these things in this stupid comy le. Ask my close colleagues to remind me.
Juz like today i know one colleagues bd coming, as he remind me that his bd is coming haha, jokin way. I told my close colleagues should i take action or not? Take or not take, i sure kana say by pple de. In the end, i chose to remain silent.
But my admin colleagues, auntie, came over to me and ask me how is this issue goin, haiz no choice, have to put my leg in again. Mayb leg get scald or cut, haiz.
Did told auntie, i don wish to involve too much, once bitten twice shy, she abit not happy. Haiz she the admin, it part of her job to do tat, but my job is customer support, it not my job, sure pple tongues started to sway ard de.
Leant my lesson, i sent email out say who wan to chip in the celebration, are welcome, don wan is ok. One of the manager, he vy kind, he a busy man, he seldom read email, but to my suprise he read my email and the 1st one to chip in 10bucks and passed it to auntie. Hmm can consider consolation prize, as least my effort in planning not wasted in the 1st step. Later auntie went ard ask who wan to chip in, hmm she told me got 2 extreme feedback, those who willin to chip in, wan to chip in 20bucks or 50bucks, we told them no need so much, don spoilt the markets haha. Those not chippin in de, are those sour grapes, coz no1 celebrate her bd, keep sayin her boss don wan this type of thing goin on la etc etc, haiz, if her bd nv over n this time round we collectin her celebration money, do u think she still have so many nonsense to say? haiz.
Overall the biz not bad, we collected 60bucks, 2morrow more to collect haha. Hmm hope our effort pple appreciate and will not zhao ta our effort.
Soon off work le, quicky pack my stuff n leave the office. Reached home watch a taiwan variety show, it showing nan quan ma ma, they singing one demo song, they say it recorded in Jolin wu niang ablum, but i couldnt find, i like the demo version lycris, mayb jolin procuder change the lycris le ba.
After that went to bath, have my dinner and watch tv as usual. Meanwhile also msning wit a frd. Hmm he a mystery guy, which i don know what is in his mind. Wantin to know more abt him, but he alway like to say words for me to guess, soon i get sian in talkin wit him le ba, hate guessin here and there, but sometimes juz wan to guess wat he meant, but sometimes wan to giv up. It been a long time ever since we had a good chat like today, coz i giv up guessin wat he wan, keep talkin some straight forward topic. Hmm he knock off quite late, almost 11pm then knock off, now also smsing him.
Hmm juz now also went online look for jobs, no good offer. Sianz.
Lady luck where r u? I tot u were with me, when he left me? Where have you gone le? he left me so long le, u also left me soon after he left? Tat vy bad of u... haiz Poor me!
Hope 2morrow you will come n find me. :)
I Miz Him Again.
Serene
11.38pm
Should I start my header like the guy and the gal in the show alway did? The guy will alway say mei you chang zai xin de ri zi di xxx tian. The gal will write, mei you Alfred zai de ri zhi, di xxx tian.
If I follow I think I will say, mei you ni zai de ri zi, di 284 nian. It seems like years time pass so slow yet so fast. We seem like only yesterday juz on the phone, but now already 284 days later.
As usual woke up in the morning, went to work. So sian, don feel like goin to work.
Reach the waiting point for my bus, haiz greet one of my colleagues as usual. She vy quiet gal bah, no topic to talk to her, wait for bus together for abt 7mths+ le, we seldom talk.
Reached office, clear emails, attend meeting, clear my delay jobs. sian arg.
Was on msn with my colleagues durin office hours, discussing whether should we leave or not, come to a conclusion, we leavin the comy this yr bah, hoepfully. Cant stand it any more le. pple here so fake and the procedure here so messy.
Maybe busy clearing my stuff, n also msning, time flies vy fast. One of colleagues, she an admin, came over to my desk ask me if we wan to organise a celebration for this month birthday colleagues. I had mention this to her last mth, after celebration of my supervisor birthday, i told her we should have more this type of celebration, we all agreed. Not long, swag tongues started, haiz, say tis type of celebration not good la, haiz sour grapes, coz no1 celebrate their bd which juz over. Not long, my sup ask me plan a ktv gathering, haiz i went ard ask pple free to go, which date free etc. haiz kana said by another manager in front of our rival department, say i vy free is it, nthing to do is it, can juz send an email out, no need keep walkin ard. Felt so hurt, sincerity ask pple yet kana say by him. Told myself not to kpo of all these things in this stupid comy le. Ask my close colleagues to remind me.
Juz like today i know one colleagues bd coming, as he remind me that his bd is coming haha, jokin way. I told my close colleagues should i take action or not? Take or not take, i sure kana say by pple de. In the end, i chose to remain silent.
But my admin colleagues, auntie, came over to me and ask me how is this issue goin, haiz no choice, have to put my leg in again. Mayb leg get scald or cut, haiz.
Did told auntie, i don wish to involve too much, once bitten twice shy, she abit not happy. Haiz she the admin, it part of her job to do tat, but my job is customer support, it not my job, sure pple tongues started to sway ard de.
Leant my lesson, i sent email out say who wan to chip in the celebration, are welcome, don wan is ok. One of the manager, he vy kind, he a busy man, he seldom read email, but to my suprise he read my email and the 1st one to chip in 10bucks and passed it to auntie. Hmm can consider consolation prize, as least my effort in planning not wasted in the 1st step. Later auntie went ard ask who wan to chip in, hmm she told me got 2 extreme feedback, those who willin to chip in, wan to chip in 20bucks or 50bucks, we told them no need so much, don spoilt the markets haha. Those not chippin in de, are those sour grapes, coz no1 celebrate her bd, keep sayin her boss don wan this type of thing goin on la etc etc, haiz, if her bd nv over n this time round we collectin her celebration money, do u think she still have so many nonsense to say? haiz.
Overall the biz not bad, we collected 60bucks, 2morrow more to collect haha. Hmm hope our effort pple appreciate and will not zhao ta our effort.
Soon off work le, quicky pack my stuff n leave the office. Reached home watch a taiwan variety show, it showing nan quan ma ma, they singing one demo song, they say it recorded in Jolin wu niang ablum, but i couldnt find, i like the demo version lycris, mayb jolin procuder change the lycris le ba.
After that went to bath, have my dinner and watch tv as usual. Meanwhile also msning wit a frd. Hmm he a mystery guy, which i don know what is in his mind. Wantin to know more abt him, but he alway like to say words for me to guess, soon i get sian in talkin wit him le ba, hate guessin here and there, but sometimes juz wan to guess wat he meant, but sometimes wan to giv up. It been a long time ever since we had a good chat like today, coz i giv up guessin wat he wan, keep talkin some straight forward topic. Hmm he knock off quite late, almost 11pm then knock off, now also smsing him.
Hmm juz now also went online look for jobs, no good offer. Sianz.
Lady luck where r u? I tot u were with me, when he left me? Where have you gone le? he left me so long le, u also left me soon after he left? Tat vy bad of u... haiz Poor me!
Hope 2morrow you will come n find me. :)
I Miz Him Again.
Serene
11.38pm
Sunday, August 5, 2007
05thAug07
Sunny and lazy day
Slept ard 4am, woke up ard 12.30pm. As usual, a boring sunday. No dates, no money to go out. laze ard at home, watch vcd, surf net, haiz.
So decided to take afternoon nap ard 5pm. Had a weird dreams. Dreamt that went singing lessons wit my mum. Not long, i saw i turn into a kid, i was in my home, which is not my reality home, it my home in my dream i supposed. Suddenly a cat ran to my house, i got terrifed and scream, sitting on the sofa with my cousin, and taking a big cushion and cover us, the cat ran out, my parents quickly went to close the door to prevent it coming in, don know y, suddenly a kid dashed in, he was holding a gun, he shoot my cousin who sitting beside me, maybe she nv hide well, while i hide inner side cover by the cushion which the boy did not see me. Then he shoot my parents, I got scared and cry out. Then a group of pple rushed in and pulled the boy out and riots began outside my house. think they tot evy1 in my house already died. I cry out, haha, i even stretch out my hands and take tissue from my bedside table. Even i felt funny n weird abt the dreams, is it a nightmare, i think so bah.
Hmm most dreams I will forget abt it once woke up, some are nightmares. But some dreams are so sheng ke in my mind juz like this.
Woke up, bath, eat, watch tv, play games, a boring sunday like tat wasted again. sian. wat to do haiz no money to go out. Frds all so busy wit their own life.
My mum nagging again. How I wish he here. Listen to my nightmares, tell jokes that make me laugh, make fun of me. Now only 11.15pm, used to be on phone with him at this period of time.
Maybe i shouldnt watch the series show, haiz really bring back a lot of memories. Haiz, i should listen to xin dong again or ben lai.
Tomorrow is monday again, another boring days. While gettin boring without him. Maybe I should change my job, i hate my jobs, most boring job i ever had bah. Not challenging, not interestin and nothing to do most of time. Keep doin routine job sian argggg.
Hope 2morrow will be a better monday.
I miz him again.
Slept ard 4am, woke up ard 12.30pm. As usual, a boring sunday. No dates, no money to go out. laze ard at home, watch vcd, surf net, haiz.
So decided to take afternoon nap ard 5pm. Had a weird dreams. Dreamt that went singing lessons wit my mum. Not long, i saw i turn into a kid, i was in my home, which is not my reality home, it my home in my dream i supposed. Suddenly a cat ran to my house, i got terrifed and scream, sitting on the sofa with my cousin, and taking a big cushion and cover us, the cat ran out, my parents quickly went to close the door to prevent it coming in, don know y, suddenly a kid dashed in, he was holding a gun, he shoot my cousin who sitting beside me, maybe she nv hide well, while i hide inner side cover by the cushion which the boy did not see me. Then he shoot my parents, I got scared and cry out. Then a group of pple rushed in and pulled the boy out and riots began outside my house. think they tot evy1 in my house already died. I cry out, haha, i even stretch out my hands and take tissue from my bedside table. Even i felt funny n weird abt the dreams, is it a nightmare, i think so bah.
Hmm most dreams I will forget abt it once woke up, some are nightmares. But some dreams are so sheng ke in my mind juz like this.
Woke up, bath, eat, watch tv, play games, a boring sunday like tat wasted again. sian. wat to do haiz no money to go out. Frds all so busy wit their own life.
My mum nagging again. How I wish he here. Listen to my nightmares, tell jokes that make me laugh, make fun of me. Now only 11.15pm, used to be on phone with him at this period of time.
Maybe i shouldnt watch the series show, haiz really bring back a lot of memories. Haiz, i should listen to xin dong again or ben lai.
Tomorrow is monday again, another boring days. While gettin boring without him. Maybe I should change my job, i hate my jobs, most boring job i ever had bah. Not challenging, not interestin and nothing to do most of time. Keep doin routine job sian argggg.
Hope 2morrow will be a better monday.
I miz him again.
5thAug07
Today is the first time I start to use blog. Use to find it a waste of time writing.
But now I changed my mind after watchin a series show. I don't have a habit of writing dairy when I was young, as there no privacy in my home. My sis like to peek at my stuff, once I wrote my diary and she peeked at it and started to make fun of me. I stopped writing after all this happen.
Any thing bad, happy, sad or confuse things happen to me, either keep it to myself or tell my frds. When young, I keep to myself most of my time.
As I grew up, I will tell my frds all these.
Maybe is the show i juz finish watching, it bring back alot of memories which I had kept and hide it my heart. Wanted to tell him my feeling etc abt the show or wat had happen to me today, but no longer able to do that. So I started blog.
It been 10mths, I still cant forget and let go. I miz you!
But now I changed my mind after watchin a series show. I don't have a habit of writing dairy when I was young, as there no privacy in my home. My sis like to peek at my stuff, once I wrote my diary and she peeked at it and started to make fun of me. I stopped writing after all this happen.
Any thing bad, happy, sad or confuse things happen to me, either keep it to myself or tell my frds. When young, I keep to myself most of my time.
As I grew up, I will tell my frds all these.
Maybe is the show i juz finish watching, it bring back alot of memories which I had kept and hide it my heart. Wanted to tell him my feeling etc abt the show or wat had happen to me today, but no longer able to do that. So I started blog.
It been 10mths, I still cant forget and let go. I miz you!
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