165une2008

Wow, half a yr I did not blog le. So amazing wor.
Hmm let recall back this half yr. I started sch. Life been vy busy since sch started. But now holiday. keke. I joined this new family. Pple here is much more better than the ex, but it since like im an office gal there. haiz. i really hate my current job. pple say i don know how to reject tat y alway kana thing i not suppose to do, i reject, they say i push away the job. sian man. haiz. job wise evy where the same.
I started driving more often, but it not Mr Nice Guy car le. I rent from pple de car. started to enjoy driving, it build up my confidence, n driving skill. finally i know how to park my car le. haha.

I know alots of frds recently. there tis guy don know is i over sensitive or wat. I think he have feel for me bah, maybe i over sensitive le. One day i saw his hp wallpaper is the photo we took together. I so shocked. I pretend i did not see. haiz. he a nice guy. but sometimes we juz don hav topic to talk. he totally different person from "him". Compare to him, he abit borin. he don know how to make me laugh, dote me, know wat i thinkin or wants. i know cant compare, but it juz automatic, i think of him. Or is it becoz i don wish to forget him n get into another relationship? I really confuse right now. Evytime i saw his hp, i really scare other saw it, esp our groups of frds. They may tot we together. When he sms me, he keep callin me dear or darling, mushy mushy stuff, now i abit worried. coz here at tis side he do tat to me, and another side, he say he like another gal. haiz. can he stop all these? maybe i think too much.
Yesterday, i put "his" photo as my wallpaper, wanting to have alot of flashback.
All the memory keep flashing back.

Tomorrow have to work again sian. low morale.